typical human nature. we always put ourself in a reckless situation. as for me, i always been around people who'd hurt me. always yearn for someone that's not worth it. or maybe i was just being curious. why'd he left me. why not without a word. sometimes i know what the answer might be, and just sometimes i refused to think about it - only being curious all the time, why'd he left without a word. what have i've done wrong. it's a painful thoughts and tiring drying me off my blood for love deep inside that i'd stop - but for awhile. just when he appear, i'll flashed back to that time. why. the irony is that i don't even have the courage to ask him. because he once, reject me. without a reason. yes, perhaps i know the answer, but its just that i'm not getting enough with my thought. i need to hear it from him. but absolutely not when i ask him. i don't want a tense situation because i know it'll put me in an awkward scenario. oh just i hate it that i have a very complicated mind... this ego is so all over myself. just to get that simple answer, i surrender to my ego.
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sincerely ♥EnAid♥ @13:28 |
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